And so it continues...

So...it happened again last night. Only this time I was mostly just sobbing. The majority of the erratic behavior I previously mentioned was absent.

This has all left me in a state of puzzlement. Why is this happening? Crying is not foreign, but crying this much, this violently, two nights in a row, is. That normally indicates that something is wrong.

So I'm trying to figure out what's wrong. If there even is something wrong. I'm praying that God will show me. Because I just don't know.